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the no-school-study-day ytd and the day before were kindda productive. at least i managed to have ss, emaths, amaths and chem consultations. and cleared so many stuff. sadly, it's still not enough. D:
ljw was damn pissed at me cuz he thinks that my sci(chem) questions were too easy and it totally irritated him. but it's not my fault tt i dunno, tts why i had to look for him for consultation right. tsk.
anw, i cant believe i broke down ytd. in front of ms tan summore. so embarassing. but im very very glad that i was able to calm down and all. thank you so much for listening and for knowing how to handle such a wreck. haha. i really really didnt expect myself to breakdown and all. it was damn terrible. ask all the juniors who were there ytd, and they can truly say how scary it is. cuz imagine this mad woman here, so bubbly and constantly high, starting to cry like damn terribly. i bet everyone was shocked and scared. cuz after the whole saga i received so many smses asking how was i feeling. sigh.
it went like this. studying alone in the study corner of the library was productive. very productive indeed. i understood amaths rate of change and approx change and circular measure! thanks to mr lee who so patiently explained to me like 5 times each, and i like half understand, half dont understand, but it's okay! he's the most dedicated teacher i've ever met. imagine meeting me for consultation from 8-10+, den rushing off to teach sec3s, den rushing back to the libray at 11+ again to teach sec4s, skipping lunch and all, and only surviving on apple and carrot juice. and all this lasts till 6pm. i cant imagine facing maths from 8am to 6pm. i can just die. :X
but anyhows, was tackling maths half way and my classmates came into the library. it didnt help that i was trying very very hard to understand maths since it's so freakin hard for me, and my basics sucks, and then some of them come and start to talk in chimo language about the english paper, which is today. gosh, they seem to know so many things and i was like quite huh. i always thought english dont needa study, but seeing the way they mug, make me go so bonkus. and i was still told points for argumentative blah blah and i was again very huh, cuz i cant believe that they actually studied for argumentative as well, which they didnt even intend to do today. and yah, some other stuff which made me super upset. it totally made me realise how selfish some of my classmates were. sigh sigh. never thought things were this bad. but anyway, im glad mr lee was around, at least he kept telling me not to worry, so it calmed me down a bit. and from then, i totally didnt have the mood to study alrdy. when the library was about to close, i went into millenium and there i saw my love of my life - enterprise! the whole atmosphere was so different! so stressing outside, and den inside it was whoa! the "let's get high" atmosphere. it's ENTERPRISE afterall! <3 well, maybe only i feel this way, i really dunno.
there and then, i called pokpok, and well, i started crying on the phone. uh-uh. the start of the mental breakdown. oh crap. i was super worried for english cuz i was not prepared, and it was there and then that i guess everything came tumbling after all the accumulation throughout the past few months. i realised how shittified my maths was, and that i had no time, and i was not ready for prelims at all. worse part, everyone around me seems like they are totally prepared, oh well, at least they act that they are, even if they arent. and the class isssues and all, sucks sucks sucks. so amanda came to comfort me when i was such a emo kid, sitting down on the floor in the corner, talking on the phone, with tears rolling down my cheeks. crap. and i guess everyone else left in the room after the meeting realised that i was not my usual self, cuz i would usually make a lot of noise and scream and shout and jump around and join in their discussions and all, but instead i was like pouting in the corner, and my face was wet. haha. and according to jesselyn, mt told all of them to leave quietly and she totally came to me and ask what happen and all. oh crap crap. haha i was like totally crying non stop. not the tears roll down cheek type. but at least after the talk i was more assured and all, and i guess i wont have to see what others do and do the same. as long as im well prepared den it should be okay. well, if mt can only study for her sciences 1 day before her o's cuz she forgot there was sci paper and still get 10 points, then i guess it shouldnt be that bad a prob. i was told that i was over reacting and giving myself extra stress. worse part, i cant believe i told her everything. like EVERYTHING. from my sucky grades, to not understanding beng beng, to ljw, el being pissed and all, crap lah. but at least i calmed down quite a bit. thank you mt for really really being there for me. it's so rare to find such a nice, caring teacher around. but i guess crescent isnt short of any! the hug and the haagen dasz ice cream after the cry was totally uncalled for. but i enjoyed it anyway! (: details of the details of the whole incident shant be mentioned above, can ask me if ya want. but im v grateful for having someone who cares! okay, now i sound like a total emo kid. im not! mt would definitely be someone i would keep in touch with after i graduate. too many memories to be forgotten. too much fun times had. thank you so much. and thanks to everyone who cared. (: for all the smses. greatly appreciated. (: i'll try not to be a nervous wreck from now on. seriously, i've never brokedown bcuz of studies before. this is first time? but it's a great experience. definitely worth trying more. :D
to my dearest pokpok:
now i know what it's like to cry over studies. seriously it's quite fun leh. no wonder you cry so often. haha. but anw, no matter what i'll be here for you! and just as you said, when the going gets tough, we're all in this together! but actually right, it's when the going gets tough, the tough goes shopping. HAHA. peninsula together shall we? (: if need help can always come and look for me. my phone's on 24/7. jiayou alrights pokpok, you can do it! we shall survive together. at the most just cry lah, it's the easiest thing to do, get free ice cream summore. (: well, glad to sponsor you anytime. i'll provide you with tissue to wipe your tears of joy! and u can cry on my shoulder when u wanna cry. haha. i love you pokpok! and ur definitely someone i'd wanna keep in touch with even after i leave crescent! too much fun times irritating you to be forgotten. :D
-i wish i can have the vermonster for my b'day. winkwink!
2 songs today! they are what form up the bulk of my thoughts today. come to think of it, english was terrible. after the whole saga ytd, i really cant believe that the topic i chose for compo today was "youths today are subjected to more pressures than before". paper 2 was screwed as well, because i didnt really understand the passage, and i think i was kindda drowsy, cuz after finishing my summary, i went back to check, only to realise i was writing rubbish. D: there goes my l1r5.
Cry On My Shoulder (im glad to have a shoulder to cry on ytd)
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide
Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne (jeanne cried when i played her this song! HAHA)
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know
I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
So far awayI wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
i better go clear my thoughts and all, and get ready to tackle the other papers. well, althought im not prepared and im freakin worried. D: father's method worked today! thank you so much. it's nice to walk down buangkok slope alone. today was magnificent. cuz to my right was sunset, in the center i could see stars, and to the left it was the moon. i love nature!
and distinction for oral (:
now it's time to hit the books again. D:
anw, im proud to announce that i totally wasted my nat day hols. sigh. supposed to study but i guess the playful side of me took control huh. went to sleepover at my grandma's house on fri. had so much fun baking this cake which totally tasted like the brownie at ben and jerry's! and made wonton. and played carrem. and wanted to go midnight bowling but my sis was too tired, so ended up playing cards in the room instead. hehe. and sat went to watch rush hour before going to the other grandma's house and rotted more. gosh.
so i guess the only day i studied was nat day? which i totally spent writing chem notes, which maybe wouldnt even help at all. D: anw, my thoughts of being singaporean? well, i always wanted to live in australia, or somewhere more relaxing. and i guess the s'pore education system is just far too competitive huh. and maybe it's because of this that the economy is growing blah blah, but know what? the next great depression is coming. haha. so all of you who have stocks now, hurry up sell! and buy it all up again then, and you'll earn big bucks. trust me. well, maybe it wont hit this year, but next yr and the year after, well definitely. and s'pore might just drown in the years to come, considering global warming, rising sea levels and all, so if you want, hurry up migrate to higher grounds! cuz the stability wont last forever. (:
but all in all, i just love singing national day songs. singaporeans just love to complain about everything on earth, but when it comes to loving their country, they all fight to be first. the spirit of kiasuiam. haha. im proud to say im not one of them. well, not first, maybe 7654656 perhaps.
haha seems like i still act under my age afterall! (: so there to all i&e people out there who think im such a kid, im not THAT much of one. tsktsk. 13 years olf = sec1 = acceptable okay!
it was the first time i guess, to see my class bonding automatically, and getting more bonded day by day. hahahaha. im beginning to love 4g2. community singing was the most fun! we just waved the flags around like MAD. and the red colour thingy that make sound when you bang them together. and near the end we actually put our arms together and form the g2 circle! and then it became the g2 choochootrain. before turning back into the g2 circle again! not to mention the "fireworks" which is actually the noise created by stepping on the red red thing. HAHA. i love 4g2. (: let's hope it'd stay this way all the way till the end, and after we leave alrights?
well, at least now i'll have some memory of my class. looking back, the times that we have shown class spirit can be counted with one hand. hehe. but anyways, we only have like 2 months left?!! 2 months left in crescent, 2 months to the o's. and maybe only 1 month left as a class. D: sucks.
but overall, the concert was great! i love screaming at the community singing part, well, though it's singing. hahaha. and the teachers dressing up each other was super amusing. and i can say, that ljw did not bad for a first time emcee! with all his stupid hairbands and all. talking bout which, guess he's rich enough to get his own chocolates and save me some $$ from buying the container huh. (:
chem pract marathon after the celeb was braincell killing. im grateful to be in combined science, at least ms azliah goes through the practs with us and im beginning to see the light for chem! :D after so many years. sigh. at least i wont get screamed at by ____ at the other side. gosh she can be so demoralising most of the times. and i felt so sleepy outta sudden while doing chem. bet it's due to the ammonia crystals forming in my nose and all the chloride gas. D:
chem pract marathon ended at say, 4++? had a freakin 1h too kill before mtg my mum and sis for dinner. it's my first time roaming in town alone! and im glad to say that it's rather fun! HAHA. window shopping alone, although very loner lah, but i managed to cover so many things! bought _______'s and _______'s bday gifts. and this alien stickers from borders for calvin! (: and surprisingly, i met emi at kino all alone too!! HAHA. i love emi a lot! thanks for entertaining me all the way until i had to leave!! (: greatly appreciated.
and to my bestest butt:
dont stress alrights deary! must get enough sleep! if not ur brain cant suck in the info properly. (: anw, we'll ping through this together! im sure u can do it! (: den we can go out together after we end everything! HAHA. i love you a lot a lot a lot <3
there's no concluding statement nothing? and ya expect me to shake it off and smile? hahaha. well i wish i could do that. it aint that easy alright. smile and me and expect me to get over it. hurhur. i wish it was that easy.
im a very happy happy kid cuz i got 18/25 for my amaths test! haha it's the first time that i've actually done it. (: well, so MAYBE it seems that im not THAT goner for maths afterall. maybe i can still pursue my major in maths dream, which is erm, 5 days old? haha. i bet if cloney sees this she's gonna laugh at how fickle i am. i rememeber that a few months ago, i told her i was going to major in chinese. den it became major in econs. before major in sociology, and a few weeks ago, political science! HAHA. let's just hope that the one for maths would stay alright?
and im finally able to see the light for ss! haha always thought that it was impossible to score for sbq, but under tingting, im actually getting 23/25! woots! (:
joy oh joy. its really unbelievable that im getting happy over acadamic results. hahaha. where's the life man. i really really REALLY needa get a life. but sadly, the prelims are in like what, 14 days? and it's draining all the time away from me. haha my stack of revision is damn high. and barely touched. and the revision list is not even 1/4 complete. DIE LA.
well, i&e photos this year are PREETY. okay, well, everyone except me. D: what the hell was i doing blowing the stupid bubbles man! in the pic tt everyone looks preety, i look ugly. and when everyone looks ugly, i look alright. grr. cant they just crop out my face from the i look alright photo and put it into the everyone look preety photo instead of me blowing my stupid bubbles! GRR. but anyways, im quite lazy to post it here, so if you wanna view it, go to http://signedandsealedwithlove.blogspot.com
talking bout prelims and all, it's been rather screwed up. i've got no one left to ask for maths, which is my most dying subject, and i havent started revision on history, physics and chem! which needs loads of memorising and practice. life sucks. take drugs. meanwhile, i'll just go rot in my bed and get ready for the long long weekends! wooots (: 5 days of slack, well, not really. but still, a BIT of slack huh! maybe i'll go swim everyday and get a tan. (: at least i'll look healthier and not so sick and pale and deadly each day. YAY! and maybe lose some fats along the way to fit into the prom dress that im still looking for. talking bout which, i have no time to shop for it. SUCKS.
and i really really really wanna watch fireworks! D: nat day celebration tmr, end at 11. 11 to 11.30, oral briefing. 11.30 to 4.30 chemistry practical marathon. 5h in the camp lab, i hope i wont die of ammonia crystals or chlorine crystals forming in my nose and choking me to death. on the brighter side, i can take many many photos of colourful chemicals and their cool reations! (:
and.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!!!!
wont a tmx tickle me elmo toy be just right for a birthday girl? *winks at you to stare at me*
i really dont know who to turn to.
maybe i'll just rot and die.
and give up on my new goal created 2 days ago - to major in maths.
D:
grrr.
many thanks to all who heard me out and gave advice! (:
i would very much love to eat the vermonster from ben and jerry's on my birthday! -winkwink
Selena - Dreaming of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
(Yes, I do)
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...
10:26 pm, Friday, August 24, 2007
i was a total emo wreck ytd.the no-school-study-day ytd and the day before were kindda productive. at least i managed to have ss, emaths, amaths and chem consultations. and cleared so many stuff. sadly, it's still not enough. D:
ljw was damn pissed at me cuz he thinks that my sci(chem) questions were too easy and it totally irritated him. but it's not my fault tt i dunno, tts why i had to look for him for consultation right. tsk.
anw, i cant believe i broke down ytd. in front of ms tan summore. so embarassing. but im very very glad that i was able to calm down and all. thank you so much for listening and for knowing how to handle such a wreck. haha. i really really didnt expect myself to breakdown and all. it was damn terrible. ask all the juniors who were there ytd, and they can truly say how scary it is. cuz imagine this mad woman here, so bubbly and constantly high, starting to cry like damn terribly. i bet everyone was shocked and scared. cuz after the whole saga i received so many smses asking how was i feeling. sigh.
it went like this. studying alone in the study corner of the library was productive. very productive indeed. i understood amaths rate of change and approx change and circular measure! thanks to mr lee who so patiently explained to me like 5 times each, and i like half understand, half dont understand, but it's okay! he's the most dedicated teacher i've ever met. imagine meeting me for consultation from 8-10+, den rushing off to teach sec3s, den rushing back to the libray at 11+ again to teach sec4s, skipping lunch and all, and only surviving on apple and carrot juice. and all this lasts till 6pm. i cant imagine facing maths from 8am to 6pm. i can just die. :X
but anyhows, was tackling maths half way and my classmates came into the library. it didnt help that i was trying very very hard to understand maths since it's so freakin hard for me, and my basics sucks, and then some of them come and start to talk in chimo language about the english paper, which is today. gosh, they seem to know so many things and i was like quite huh. i always thought english dont needa study, but seeing the way they mug, make me go so bonkus. and i was still told points for argumentative blah blah and i was again very huh, cuz i cant believe that they actually studied for argumentative as well, which they didnt even intend to do today. and yah, some other stuff which made me super upset. it totally made me realise how selfish some of my classmates were. sigh sigh. never thought things were this bad. but anyway, im glad mr lee was around, at least he kept telling me not to worry, so it calmed me down a bit. and from then, i totally didnt have the mood to study alrdy. when the library was about to close, i went into millenium and there i saw my love of my life - enterprise! the whole atmosphere was so different! so stressing outside, and den inside it was whoa! the "let's get high" atmosphere. it's ENTERPRISE afterall! <3 well, maybe only i feel this way, i really dunno.
there and then, i called pokpok, and well, i started crying on the phone. uh-uh. the start of the mental breakdown. oh crap. i was super worried for english cuz i was not prepared, and it was there and then that i guess everything came tumbling after all the accumulation throughout the past few months. i realised how shittified my maths was, and that i had no time, and i was not ready for prelims at all. worse part, everyone around me seems like they are totally prepared, oh well, at least they act that they are, even if they arent. and the class isssues and all, sucks sucks sucks. so amanda came to comfort me when i was such a emo kid, sitting down on the floor in the corner, talking on the phone, with tears rolling down my cheeks. crap. and i guess everyone else left in the room after the meeting realised that i was not my usual self, cuz i would usually make a lot of noise and scream and shout and jump around and join in their discussions and all, but instead i was like pouting in the corner, and my face was wet. haha. and according to jesselyn, mt told all of them to leave quietly and she totally came to me and ask what happen and all. oh crap crap. haha i was like totally crying non stop. not the tears roll down cheek type. but at least after the talk i was more assured and all, and i guess i wont have to see what others do and do the same. as long as im well prepared den it should be okay. well, if mt can only study for her sciences 1 day before her o's cuz she forgot there was sci paper and still get 10 points, then i guess it shouldnt be that bad a prob. i was told that i was over reacting and giving myself extra stress. worse part, i cant believe i told her everything. like EVERYTHING. from my sucky grades, to not understanding beng beng, to ljw, el being pissed and all, crap lah. but at least i calmed down quite a bit. thank you mt for really really being there for me. it's so rare to find such a nice, caring teacher around. but i guess crescent isnt short of any! the hug and the haagen dasz ice cream after the cry was totally uncalled for. but i enjoyed it anyway! (: details of the details of the whole incident shant be mentioned above, can ask me if ya want. but im v grateful for having someone who cares! okay, now i sound like a total emo kid. im not! mt would definitely be someone i would keep in touch with after i graduate. too many memories to be forgotten. too much fun times had. thank you so much. and thanks to everyone who cared. (: for all the smses. greatly appreciated. (: i'll try not to be a nervous wreck from now on. seriously, i've never brokedown bcuz of studies before. this is first time? but it's a great experience. definitely worth trying more. :D
to my dearest pokpok:
now i know what it's like to cry over studies. seriously it's quite fun leh. no wonder you cry so often. haha. but anw, no matter what i'll be here for you! and just as you said, when the going gets tough, we're all in this together! but actually right, it's when the going gets tough, the tough goes shopping. HAHA. peninsula together shall we? (: if need help can always come and look for me. my phone's on 24/7. jiayou alrights pokpok, you can do it! we shall survive together. at the most just cry lah, it's the easiest thing to do, get free ice cream summore. (: well, glad to sponsor you anytime. i'll provide you with tissue to wipe your tears of joy! and u can cry on my shoulder when u wanna cry. haha. i love you pokpok! and ur definitely someone i'd wanna keep in touch with even after i leave crescent! too much fun times irritating you to be forgotten. :D
-i wish i can have the vermonster for my b'day. winkwink!
2 songs today! they are what form up the bulk of my thoughts today. come to think of it, english was terrible. after the whole saga ytd, i really cant believe that the topic i chose for compo today was "youths today are subjected to more pressures than before". paper 2 was screwed as well, because i didnt really understand the passage, and i think i was kindda drowsy, cuz after finishing my summary, i went back to check, only to realise i was writing rubbish. D: there goes my l1r5.
Cry On My Shoulder (im glad to have a shoulder to cry on ytd)
If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide
Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne (jeanne cried when i played her this song! HAHA)
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know
I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
So far awayI wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
i better go clear my thoughts and all, and get ready to tackle the other papers. well, althought im not prepared and im freakin worried. D: father's method worked today! thank you so much. it's nice to walk down buangkok slope alone. today was magnificent. cuz to my right was sunset, in the center i could see stars, and to the left it was the moon. i love nature!
9:34 pm, Monday, August 13, 2007
A1 for chinese o's!!!and distinction for oral (:
now it's time to hit the books again. D:
10:48 pm, Sunday, August 12, 2007
gosh. that stupid spot of blood on my face doesnt wanna stop bleeding. it's been bleeding since 10.10 and now it's 11! tried all sorta ways including applying saliva, using tissue paper to stop, apply pimple cream, put baby powder, and still it doesnt wanna stop! this thing sucks.anw, im proud to announce that i totally wasted my nat day hols. sigh. supposed to study but i guess the playful side of me took control huh. went to sleepover at my grandma's house on fri. had so much fun baking this cake which totally tasted like the brownie at ben and jerry's! and made wonton. and played carrem. and wanted to go midnight bowling but my sis was too tired, so ended up playing cards in the room instead. hehe. and sat went to watch rush hour before going to the other grandma's house and rotted more. gosh.
so i guess the only day i studied was nat day? which i totally spent writing chem notes, which maybe wouldnt even help at all. D: anw, my thoughts of being singaporean? well, i always wanted to live in australia, or somewhere more relaxing. and i guess the s'pore education system is just far too competitive huh. and maybe it's because of this that the economy is growing blah blah, but know what? the next great depression is coming. haha. so all of you who have stocks now, hurry up sell! and buy it all up again then, and you'll earn big bucks. trust me. well, maybe it wont hit this year, but next yr and the year after, well definitely. and s'pore might just drown in the years to come, considering global warming, rising sea levels and all, so if you want, hurry up migrate to higher grounds! cuz the stability wont last forever. (:
but all in all, i just love singing national day songs. singaporeans just love to complain about everything on earth, but when it comes to loving their country, they all fight to be first. the spirit of kiasuiam. haha. im proud to say im not one of them. well, not first, maybe 7654656 perhaps.
11:13 pm, Wednesday, August 08, 2007
| You Are 13 Years Old |
 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
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haha seems like i still act under my age afterall! (: so there to all i&e people out there who think im such a kid, im not THAT much of one. tsktsk. 13 years olf = sec1 = acceptable okay!
10:43 pm,
national day celeb today was super super fun! (:it was the first time i guess, to see my class bonding automatically, and getting more bonded day by day. hahahaha. im beginning to love 4g2. community singing was the most fun! we just waved the flags around like MAD. and the red colour thingy that make sound when you bang them together. and near the end we actually put our arms together and form the g2 circle! and then it became the g2 choochootrain. before turning back into the g2 circle again! not to mention the "fireworks" which is actually the noise created by stepping on the red red thing. HAHA. i love 4g2. (: let's hope it'd stay this way all the way till the end, and after we leave alrights?
well, at least now i'll have some memory of my class. looking back, the times that we have shown class spirit can be counted with one hand. hehe. but anyways, we only have like 2 months left?!! 2 months left in crescent, 2 months to the o's. and maybe only 1 month left as a class. D: sucks.
but overall, the concert was great! i love screaming at the community singing part, well, though it's singing. hahaha. and the teachers dressing up each other was super amusing. and i can say, that ljw did not bad for a first time emcee! with all his stupid hairbands and all. talking bout which, guess he's rich enough to get his own chocolates and save me some $$ from buying the container huh. (:
chem pract marathon after the celeb was braincell killing. im grateful to be in combined science, at least ms azliah goes through the practs with us and im beginning to see the light for chem! :D after so many years. sigh. at least i wont get screamed at by ____ at the other side. gosh she can be so demoralising most of the times. and i felt so sleepy outta sudden while doing chem. bet it's due to the ammonia crystals forming in my nose and all the chloride gas. D:
chem pract marathon ended at say, 4++? had a freakin 1h too kill before mtg my mum and sis for dinner. it's my first time roaming in town alone! and im glad to say that it's rather fun! HAHA. window shopping alone, although very loner lah, but i managed to cover so many things! bought _______'s and _______'s bday gifts. and this alien stickers from borders for calvin! (: and surprisingly, i met emi at kino all alone too!! HAHA. i love emi a lot! thanks for entertaining me all the way until i had to leave!! (: greatly appreciated.
and to my bestest butt:
dont stress alrights deary! must get enough sleep! if not ur brain cant suck in the info properly. (: anw, we'll ping through this together! im sure u can do it! (: den we can go out together after we end everything! HAHA. i love you a lot a lot a lot <3
10:39 pm, Tuesday, August 07, 2007
i cant believe it's over just like that. -blinkblinkthere's no concluding statement nothing? and ya expect me to shake it off and smile? hahaha. well i wish i could do that. it aint that easy alright. smile and me and expect me to get over it. hurhur. i wish it was that easy.
im a very happy happy kid cuz i got 18/25 for my amaths test! haha it's the first time that i've actually done it. (: well, so MAYBE it seems that im not THAT goner for maths afterall. maybe i can still pursue my major in maths dream, which is erm, 5 days old? haha. i bet if cloney sees this she's gonna laugh at how fickle i am. i rememeber that a few months ago, i told her i was going to major in chinese. den it became major in econs. before major in sociology, and a few weeks ago, political science! HAHA. let's just hope that the one for maths would stay alright?
and im finally able to see the light for ss! haha always thought that it was impossible to score for sbq, but under tingting, im actually getting 23/25! woots! (:
joy oh joy. its really unbelievable that im getting happy over acadamic results. hahaha. where's the life man. i really really REALLY needa get a life. but sadly, the prelims are in like what, 14 days? and it's draining all the time away from me. haha my stack of revision is damn high. and barely touched. and the revision list is not even 1/4 complete. DIE LA.
well, i&e photos this year are PREETY. okay, well, everyone except me. D: what the hell was i doing blowing the stupid bubbles man! in the pic tt everyone looks preety, i look ugly. and when everyone looks ugly, i look alright. grr. cant they just crop out my face from the i look alright photo and put it into the everyone look preety photo instead of me blowing my stupid bubbles! GRR. but anyways, im quite lazy to post it here, so if you wanna view it, go to http://signedandsealedwithlove.blogspot.com
talking bout prelims and all, it's been rather screwed up. i've got no one left to ask for maths, which is my most dying subject, and i havent started revision on history, physics and chem! which needs loads of memorising and practice. life sucks. take drugs. meanwhile, i'll just go rot in my bed and get ready for the long long weekends! wooots (: 5 days of slack, well, not really. but still, a BIT of slack huh! maybe i'll go swim everyday and get a tan. (: at least i'll look healthier and not so sick and pale and deadly each day. YAY! and maybe lose some fats along the way to fit into the prom dress that im still looking for. talking bout which, i have no time to shop for it. SUCKS.
and i really really really wanna watch fireworks! D: nat day celebration tmr, end at 11. 11 to 11.30, oral briefing. 11.30 to 4.30 chemistry practical marathon. 5h in the camp lab, i hope i wont die of ammonia crystals or chlorine crystals forming in my nose and choking me to death. on the brighter side, i can take many many photos of colourful chemicals and their cool reations! (:
and.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!!!!
wont a tmx tickle me elmo toy be just right for a birthday girl? *winks at you to stare at me*
10:20 pm, Friday, August 03, 2007
this iznt the right time to throw the bomb right at me.i really dont know who to turn to.
maybe i'll just rot and die.
and give up on my new goal created 2 days ago - to major in maths.
D:
grrr.
many thanks to all who heard me out and gave advice! (:
i would very much love to eat the vermonster from ben and jerry's on my birthday! -winkwink
Selena - Dreaming of You
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside?
Would you even care?
I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
(Yes, I do)
I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me
Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...